Rant!!

another day. another post.
met up with Jeanette in the morning, 11 or smething. we went to the library...
waited for Syafiqah. and Intan.
when i called them again at 12, Syafiqah said that Intan was going to met us there, so how's going there for lunch?
we said ok. we took the bus there, to down town east. ridiculously short ride, it was a stop away. so we went to Macs to eat. well, i ordered, i hadn't had breakfast, but Jeanette wanted to wait for the others.
how nice.
too bad i was really hungry. i explained why i hadn't waited to Syafiqah, though.
after eating, we walked over to where her friends were and talked a bit. then we left to go over to the bowling alley. we waited for quite a bit even though the dude said it was only going to be a half hour.
finally i got a little angry for waiting such a long time. i was about to ask the receptionist about it when we finally saw our lane number on the waiting list. i sighed and just swallowed it in after renting the shoes.
we walked to the lane.
our group, me, Syafiqah, Jeanette and Intan, were up against a group of Syafiqah's friends. i got two strikes for the first round. then i got 2 spares, too. the rest were either 8's or 7's or gutters, because i scraped my hand on the wall trying to punch this guy i was really pissed with. my knuckles were affected and my second digits were scraped as well, so it was uncomfortable just to hold the bowling ball without the raw skin scratching against the wood.
after the games were over, a couple of the girls were a little mad at each other, so i bought popcorn to settle it.
like that helped.
i just don't understand girls.
Jeanette left. then Syafiqah decided to go with her. i went back with Intan, i forgot she lived around where i did. rather ridiculous of me to forget, i regret to admit.
took a bath, smsed this person.
took dinner.
and this was my day up till here.

by the way, i got this post from TL's blog, and i'm going to try to cross examine it, like all the other bloggers are doing nowadays. it seems fun.

it's no use worrying now, what's done is done.

I just wish that people will stop misunderstanding me.
I want all those anger,hatred and prejudice to just go away.
I want peace,joy......i want people to understand
and not hate me because they don't understand.


I just want people to stop being such monsters to each other.
Why does it have to be this way,why cant there be peace.
Why can't we stop pointing fingers at one another and screaming about how much we hate each other.


why can't people learn to accept that everyone is different and start to respect that
why can't we spend our time trying to forgive hurts rather than cause hurts.

Sigh

right. let's begin with his first sentence.
first of all, i'd like to clarify this post caught my eye because it is true and meaningful to me. what's done actually IS done. you can't change it. with worrying, like what i said in my first post, and with simply sugar-coating, an attitude toward things that i have made my obvious dislike for.
next sentence. i'm not sure about that. perhaps people are misunderstanding you for not knowing you enough. do you open yourself up to many? no. i'm sure of it. not your real self. it's obvious to someone like me, i have experience <=)
after that... yeah. i agree people who have prejudice are just plain despicable. judging someone by the way they dress, cut their hair or by the people they hang out with is really and truly disgusting.
next 2 sentences. the one core bit that caught my attention. i want people to stop judging me because they think i'm acting like a smart little thing who doesn't know anything. i want them to stop thinking i don't know it just because they don't know it. because i do know it.
i know what's important in life.
next paragraph. i don't understand this either. what is wrong with the human heart? it can be the evilest thing in the world, so deliciously misled and so quickly blackened that it could be the worst sight, and yet it could be easily one of the most complex, most beautiful things in the world when all intentions are pure. and yet people mislook it and see it was an act of false modesty.
oh my god. yes, why? why is it we can't get along without problems?
because.
because we need the difficult senarios to help us treasure the precious few and far between lovely bits of life that some of us have more of and some of us have less. we need to treasure those moments. because we don't get many of them, if at all.
last paragraph. this was another core bit as well. i got so agitated when i saw this. why CAN'T we spend our time doing aything productive? it is true. no one is the same, everyone has their own weaknesses and strengths. why can't we see what it truly means to be yourself? to be just you? and why can't we leave people who are strong enough to be themself to be themself?
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it's because of jealousy. people are scared to be ostracized by the public because they are not bold enough to go out as their own self, and they are afraid the public will think they are seeking only attention, evn if they are simply expressing their individuality. this is ridiculous.
... i hate it.


wow. that did feel good. cross examining someone's post is sort of fun, i might do it again sometime soon ^^
WILL THE PEOPLE IMPERSONATING ME OR TL IN OUR TAGBOXES LEAVE US ALONE? you're saying some very hurtful things without taking onto account what we might feel, so quit it please. you are bringing back unwanted memories.
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i might post tomorrow.