Rant!!

yes. i am back.
it's been a long time.
not really, a relatively short time.
and i've experience loss, heartbreak, loneliness, betrayal and manipulation during this time of absense.
but that's ok, because all these feelings are nothing if i am experiencing them for the people whom are important to me.
...
nothing.

Ps; wan, please don't do anything foolish. talk it out. i'm sure you'll be ok. you know what's going on in my life, and how much crap that is. i hope you're not going through the same, but either way, just please stay sane and look at things in a logical way.