Rant!!

is it so hard to accept me for who i am?
i am a girl.
i am 14.
i have alot of issues, and was, therefore, self mutilating.
i am not very pretty, i am reasonably tall, and i am thin.
i am a moody person.
i am deeper than you think.
i have a split personality.
i want a rainbow in my pocket.
i am in need of friends. i only have... 1...2...3...
... 3. 3 that i can trust. come on. that's not nearly the best social net i have there.
i miss speaking with no takebacks.
i want someone to like me.
i want someone to love me. is it that goddamned hard to get someone to love me? god, stupid question.
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i think i'll become quieter from now on. if no one knows about what i'm thinking, they won't be able to rebuke it.
becoming quieter...
there's a solution hard to resist.