Rant!!

well, it's all over.
the tizzle at home, friends, everything.
now that everything's aside, i think i might finally ontemplate serious suicide.
sigh.
why must my life constantly try me over and over again. i'm pushing my limits here.
when will the tormenting stop.
even after the problem has been forgotten and the aftermah is being dealt with, my focus still lies on the problem.
the chaos it has caused, and the trouble i go through.
why.
just answer the question, and i will tolerate this immense pain in silence.
just answer.
answer me.